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4:02 AM

* january 22.2006 - PRIMA open . [ nervous ]

i was kinda nervous at all.. at first i really didnt know if its a open of what.. gsto koh n nga mg backout eh..pro nglit ung dad koh.. ehehe.. den nung nglalaro na.. my first game was not that good..medyo mababa.. but i did my effort and i bowled nice naman in my remaining games.. but at in the end.. i placE 2nd.. im so happy.. its my 1st time to join an open in rockwell.. well im so happy dat day.. happy me!!

* january 23.2006 - ordinary day ..

dis day was just a ordinary day for me.. nothing special happened to me.. regular but not that happy prin because wat happened to me a week ago.. haii .. and at night it was the opening of our 5 man team open.. and i played that niCe naman..

* january 24.2006 - normal day ..

we just have our p.e. this day .. we swim.. and swim eheheh.. vry cOld!!
[[ cant still forget him ]] -- :(

* january 25.2006 - set aside aside prObs.. zLL

- zLL nmin ngaun.. :) machaya.. TEACHERS day din ngaun..:) soo mai mga student teacher.. nd ngturo xa smin... awww.. ehehehe.. bsta masay na ndi.. ehehehe.. wala kming volleyball ehh...nglalaru kc ung mga teachers ehehehehe.. d ble n.. nxt time nlng ulit.. :)

xposure trip

12:40 AM

* january 20.2006 - xpo trip !!

today was our xposure trip! Good thing our section was not the one who is divided.I really enjoyed the trip, a LOT!

Our first stop was in the MEGAMELT. it was interesting there. you can see how they make the ensaymada which is so yummy!! ehehe.. then after that i bought some pasalubong for my parents and relatives. one bOx of ensaymada that is so yummy !!

then our second stop was in CHOCOLATE LOVERS. I just bought one molder and a bar of chocOLate to make at our house. we just stop by. it was not that interesting because there is no one who entertain us because the owner of th shop is in canada .. ehehehe .. tOo bad.

then befOre we go to our last stop. we have our lunch at the QUEZON city CIRCLE i think.. i had my lunch with my friends .. Hannah,Sophia,Cristine,Harpreet,Sarah,Geaneil and Mary. we really did enjoy !! ehehe..

then we went to PAPEMELROTI i bought a lot of present and boxes which was really cute.. i really really love their store.. it was really cute ..

that was our xposure trip.. this is the best xpo trip i did enjoy..!!

{ anuh kaia }

12:31 AM

* january 19.2006 - nervous -

why nervous ?? coz 2day is the release of our cards .. but in the end .. i was happy .. i dont have any PTC im so happy .. coz i will not be scolded by parents and 3 straight qrtrs i dont have any ptC .. Ü im so happy !! an my grades was also good .. @ ngpaiwan akOh sa schOoL hangganG 5:30 .. and ive watched the pre-pageant .. with paola.nd.cRistine ehehe.. and KARLA won and ALESSANDRO too .. they are such a goOd pair .. bagay tLgah cLa!! :) and tom is our xpO trip .. kinda xcitEd!!ehehehe ..

no probz muna!!

12:26 AM

* january 18.2006 -- [ set aside prObLmes muna ]

it was our zLL .. so im kinda happy coz we dont have any ACademicS .. we jys have our practiCe for our intrams .. we practiCe our cheerdancing .. it was kinda enjOy !! ehehehe .. then after that .. we have to practiCe volleyball .. ehehe .. well.. the frst 6 of girls and boys in the volleyball compited.. so i was in the frst6 .. [ smile ] .. we beat the boys !! ehehe .. well im kinda happy today !! and news : ive moved on !!

pretending to be happy

12:19 AM

* january 17.2006 -- [ siGh ]

well .. i started my day nice but im depressed .. im still thinking of whta happend last night .. no one can talk to me .. i didnt talk that much that day xcept when im reciting .. i cnt concentr8 at my lessons.. haii .. so while having our p.E. .. i was a bit of happy but i was just pretending to be happy .. im still sad .. while we were playing waterpolo .. i was kinda sad prin .. :( im still thinking of him eh .. he just cant not in my mind !! but now im still hOpinG !! but ... nothing is till happening .. haiiii .. just wait .. ill just wait ..

eh d wag?!

12:06 AM

* january 16.2006 -- ' m a L a s '

okey. i thought i can start my week niCe .. well nothing happened to me at schOoL.. but when i got home.. i was getting my phone on my bag .. then .. i was gonna charge my phOne .. while i was reviewing coz im waiting for my phone to turn on.. then i txt him .. someone i really love .. i txt him.. and i say soRry .. then i was happy coz he replied .. but he replied..

* ' pwd buh wag mo na akong txt ? alm mo mga gnawa mng mli kelngn mng tnggpn ung kapalit sor,. Wg k n mgttxt ok?! ' *

medyo masakit lng nman ung mga cnbi nia .. and then that nyt .. i start cRying .. like a baby .. coz i really love him.. i just cant it.. coz .. i HEART him .. i just want to stop bowling nah but my parents dont want me to stOp .. but now im working on it .. im still starting not to txt him .. :( i just erased his no. on my phOnebook.. perO.. memorize koh eh .. d prin xa maalis sa isip koh .. d koh kaia .. but im still working on it .. haii nkuh .. [ siGh ] ..

depressing WEEK

11:57 PM

well..this week is definitely a very bad week for me..there are a lot of things i really dont want to happen.. :( haii.. not only bad .. but there are also nice things that happened to me.. * but .. there's one thing i really hate what happened to me is whta happened to me last monday .. JAnuaRy 16,2006 .. :(

ulan

11:22 PM

ulan

lagi nlng umuulan

parang wlng katapusan

tulad ng pghihirap kng ngaun

parang wlng humpay

sa kbila ng lhat

ng aking pgsisikap

na limutin ka

ay d prin mgawa

d nman akoh tanga

lam ko ng wala ka na

pero mhirap lng na tanggapin

d n kita kpiling

iniwan moh akoh ngiisa

sa gitna ng dilim

at basang-basa pa

sa uLan

pero wag mgalala

d n kta g2mbalain

lm ko naman ngayon

may kpiling k ng iba

tanging hiling ko sau

na tuwing umuula

maalala moh snang mai ngmamahal

sayo .. ako ..

if the feeling is gone

11:20 PM

If the feeling is goneplease don't pretend that you still love meI can see it in your eyesand it hurt to admit itI can't tell that the feeling is goneAll i ask is just a little honestlyThough i know that you're not coming back to meYou know i'll do anything to make you stayBut i just have to let you knowIf the feeling is goneThere is sadness in your smileThough it try to conceive itI can't tell if the feeling is goneAll i ask is just a little honestlyThough i know that you're not coming back to meYou know i'll do anything to make you stayBut i just have to let you knowIf the feeling is go--neAll i ask is just a little honestlyThough i know that you're not coming back to meYou know i'll do anything to make you stayBut i just have to let you knowI just have to let you knowIf the feeling is gone

[ stOry of a gurL ]

10:43 PM

.. there was a gurl named .. ' n i K a ' .. she was a very athletiC persOn .. and one day during one of her tournaments.. she met a guy.. [ na love at first sight ] yah .. she never stop thinking that guy.. and been inlove with him .. the guys name in ' jerichO' yah.. and after months have passed.. jericho was a friend of nika's friend..because they have the same association.. because in her sport.. they have different association.. :) well the sport was bOwLing.. then.. nika got the no. of jerichO.. and she was so happy.. but.. she didnt txt it ryt away.. eventhough she knew dat jericho has a gf.. he really didnt loose hope.. aehehe.. days have passed again.. then nika watched the 23rd sea games..it was the first day of bowling. it was.. november 29,2005.. and nika was watching with her friend that was also a friend of jerichO.. then her friend ' m a r i o n ' .. txt jerichO to come.. so once again.. nika saw jerichO.. and after that day.. nika txt jerichO .. so jerichO replied ' hu u ? ' then nika easily said her named..and they became txtm8..and the first day... when they txt.. it was..11:30 midnight.. when jericho called her.. nika as realy shocked so she answered the phone and heard his voiCe.. she was so happy.. and that day.. jericho served as an inspiration to nika.. then theyy txt and txt .. then days haved passed.. they are still txtm8s..jerichO start texting nika unusuall txts.. where she is so kilig ..ehehehe..and after..that.. he start sayinG ' iloveu' without reason...then..everytime he txt message like that..she saves it in her phOne..then on day it was 12.13.2005--12:27 am..he txt nika ' mgon n tayO ?' which nika was so shocked...but happy..eheheeh..then it was annuaLs.. they saw each other again.. then he watched sOmetimes nika played.. where nika was throing niCe game..because he was watching and she was so happy..but after that day..nika thought that .. that day will be the last day that they will see..each other..but the next day they sAw each other again..during the nyc . ehehe..it was the first day of nyC .. singLes.. nika was throwing niCe games during that time jericho was watching..:o.. but after her game.. she also watched jerichO.. nika was so happy..:) then after the nyc..and deC.26,2005.. nika asked him .. ' musta na kau ng gf moh ? ' then he replied .. ' db gf kta?? ' nika as shocked again but with a bit of happiness.. then th boy asked.. ' mhl mo p buh akoh ? ' then nika replied.. ' bkt moh nman ntanong? ' then he replied .. ' mhal kta ! '.. then the nxt day.. the guy asked.. ' nood k buh ulit ? ' the gurl replied..' ewab koh lng.. try koh .. ' then the gurl said .. ' gnda ng laru moh ha nung single .. inspired ?? ' then the guy said.. ' oo ' the gurl replied .. ' kninO?' then the boy replied.. ' sau ook??pg d ka nood tmpo akoh sau...' then the gurl the nxt day try to watched so she did watched.. :) .. then during the masters.. nika wasnt able to watched because she doesnt have a driuver that day.. the the guy said ' daanan kta gsto moh ? ' then the gurl replied ' no.. its ok.. ingats k nlng..' .. ehehehe.. thats wat happen.. then.. during new year...the didnt talk dat much because she's busy as well as the guy.. then the gurl was shiocked again when the guy greet her ' loveu and happy new yeat ' that was one of the happiest day of her lyf.. then.. january 3,2006.. nika went to a village in alabang..a nearside village where the guy live..then they planned to meet.. the gurl was so xcited.. but the sad part is that..ndi ntuloy ung pgkikita nila..bcoz.. nika's parents really want to go home early.. [ sayang ung chance ] then on the way home .. the car of nika and jericho .. sitch ways.. but nika only saw jericho..but jericho.. didnt see nika.. and jericho asked her ' its now or never ? ' nika replied.. ' d pde now perO auko ng never ..' then .. that nyt.. jerichO told her that everything is back to normal.. nika should w8 jericho to txt her befOre she txt because his gf might see it.. then .. accidently the next day.. nika was so very very ill.. then the friend of nika.. caRry .. send a group message to all the globe users which she also send it to jericho.. and sadly.. jericho's gf was the one who replied.. then nika didnt reply.. but after a few minuets nika replied and said ' haaaay '.. then jerichO replied ' ndi akoh ung ngreply sau knina ung gf koh .. wag moh n akoh itxt..
nika was so very very depressed.. and.. she said sorry to jericho.. but jerichO said ' hindi akoh glit bsta intyin moh nlng akoh mgtxt sau ... and hanggang nGayOn nika is still hoping jericho would txt her and still waiting jericho to text her..and promised that jericho is the only person she will love..FOreVEr..

blik blogGing .. Ü

10:20 PM

well..im heRe aGain..i will continue what i have not finisHed dati..haii..me ngyari kc..kaia..bnura koh acOunt koh..well..anyways..wak nlng akoh mgpaapEktO..ehehhe.. snah tumigil na cLa..nwei..gOodluck nLng skin..aehehehe..

mgkwentO nlng akoh dtOh.. tungkOL sa ngyari akn .. ehehhe... ala lng...share koh lng .. Ü

-- rEad nlng..