there's no world outside;

tired*

1:17 AM

wah. today? i dont know. we didnt do anything but i really feel tired. :) although im HAPPY.

my bestfriend terrie went to school today. (: after how many years since we saw each other. ^^ he did changed a lot. He's tall!! haha. and yet "gwapo" parin. hahaha. we didnt talk to much coz its our recess. only 20 mins is the aloted time. *sayang? haha. not really, because before he leave he sat with me at catwalk. haha. sweet parin xa!! hahaha. dats the reason why im happy. coz he never changed. :) haha. there are also some of my classmates who also went. there's DEMET.RIAN.PATRICK & MICHAEL. all grown up. hahaha.

that's what happend today. oh yeah? and last night. i won in our monthly singles. HAPPY. hahahaha.
winning is so hard. becuase you are battling with some other men also. hahaha. although i got 2nd place only. im still happy. coz GOD gave me a chance to win and make my day so meaningful. but before that game. i went to rasha's house. then we saw kua donn at de castro's gym. coz its their p.E. then he went with us up to the terminal. coz he's going to silang and me and rasha are gonna watch movie. :) we watched the movie "the number 23" starring jim carrey. haha. its a nice movie. :) really really nice.

wah. tiring? isnt it. hahaha.
hope you guys had a great day also.{:

ordinary day

4:33 AM

another day ended. :) it started nice although this day was kinda boring. we had ash in our forehead, coz its ash wednesday! then we had reviews for our achievment test for tomorrow.. hehehe. and we had our p.e. haha. we danced those moves. Cultural dance i guess? haha. still boring. nothing happened happy. and yah, with my kua. he doesnt text. :( huhuhu.

so? wat else. hannah is absent dats why were kinda quiet. no laugh trips. aww. hehehe. :
i think dats it. nothing happend.

just upload some pictures from kua mogul. during RYC. (regional youth conference)
its in my multiply. :)

http://nictesh.multiply.com {check it out here!!}

:( /sad.

3:49 AM

you tell me things ive never known.

ive shown you love youve never shown

but then again when you cry im always at your side.

you tell me bout the love you have i listen very eagerly

but deep inside you never see

this feeling of emptiness that makes me feel sad.

but then again im glad.

im so sick and tired with the same old story! im hurted again. :( boohoo. i didnt know i was falling for him. because he's my friend. super clows friend. but things turned upside down these days. i just felt something that made me feel that i like hime. i was jelly when i saw him with HER. if i look at him as a friend i would be happy and never be jelly. but?? i was jelly. hmm. i think i fall for him. and im having a hard time now. sometimes i want to forget him but i cant. im his baby sis. and that's all. wahh. its hard. bubt what can i do. this is my fate. but, i really dont know what to do. i wish i was not that clows to him so i will not be that hurted.nothing to do. just accept. SACRIFICE,, :(

certified YFC!

3:20 AM

YES! the long wait is over. YFC na ako. :) after 3 day and 2 nights of camp, now im standing here serving for GOD. i really dreamed of being a yfc since we went to morong,rizal to attend the RYC (regional youth conference) ahii. so now, im one of them. Worshipping and Serving GOD. so, i relly learned a lot of things during the camp. and i really did enjoy. I was with brenda the whole camp. the first day i really thought i will not enjoy, although im kinda excited. (: then we had our first talk. and our speaker was KUYA julius. the drummer of the music ministry and a graduating student in our school. although im sleepy i really had the effort to listen. We had a little game. "timmy timmy tammy" hahaha. i enjoyed alot! then we had our dinner. we ate together like a whole family. (: NICE! so, the second talk was ate AYA. the beauty and brains of our school. a graduatng student also. then after that, we had a sharing with our group mates, and our faci's are ate innah, ate thea and ate anna. :) then my groupmates are, cristine, april,danice and innah. so after a great night we all went to bed at 12:00 am. but still im not sleepy. i text and i text with my shobe. haha (who's dat?) toink. ok! i woke up at 6:30. OMG! its very cold. haha. but we still need to take a bath. we went to the shower room and do our morning routines. the second day was FUN! we had the amazing RACE. our group was grouped with edmond's group. so we have a big but winning group. i made the first task. we need to get the stone at the simming pool. i dive and got the stone. we did it first! :) nice. so after that 3rd talk came and kua edwin was the speaker. i enjoyed eventhough some of my groupmates and some of the participants were sleepy coz i appreciated kua edwin a lot! :) haha. then at the afternoon, we had a practice for our e-night. i was the vocalist. haha. but in the end we didnt present! :( but its ok. GOD'S plan. hahaha. so, there are still lot of things happend that i really enjoy. but the most important is now im a YFC. and i ♥ it! :)