you tell me things ive never known.

im so sick and tired with the same old story! im hurted again. :( boohoo. i didnt know i was falling for him. because he's my friend. super clows friend. but things turned upside down these days. i just felt something that made me feel that i like hime. i was jelly when i saw him with HER. if i look at him as a friend i would be happy and never be jelly. but?? i was jelly. hmm. i think i fall for him. and im having a hard time now. sometimes i want to forget him but i cant. im his baby sis. and that's all. wahh. its hard. bubt what can i do. this is my fate. but, i really dont know what to do. i wish i was not that clows to him so i will not be that hurted.nothing to do. just accept. SACRIFICE,, :(