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tired*

2007-02-23T01:17:00.000-08:00

wah. today? i dont know. we didnt do anything but i really feel tired. :) although im HAPPY.

my bestfriend terrie went to school today. (: after how many years since we saw each other. ^^ he did changed a lot. He's tall!! haha. and yet "gwapo" parin. hahaha. we didnt talk to much coz its our recess. only 20 mins is the aloted time. *sayang? haha. not really, because before he leave he sat with me at catwalk. haha. sweet parin xa!! hahaha. dats the reason why im happy. coz he never changed. :) haha. there are also some of my classmates who also went. there's DEMET.RIAN.PATRICK & MICHAEL. all grown up. hahaha.

that's what happend today. oh yeah? and last night. i won in our monthly singles. HAPPY. hahahaha.
winning is so hard. becuase you are battling with some other men also. hahaha. although i got 2nd place only. im still happy. coz GOD gave me a chance to win and make my day so meaningful. but before that game. i went to rasha's house. then we saw kua donn at de castro's gym. coz its their p.E. then he went with us up to the terminal. coz he's going to silang and me and rasha are gonna watch movie. :) we watched the movie "the number 23" starring jim carrey. haha. its a nice movie. :) really really nice.

wah. tiring? isnt it. hahaha.
hope you guys had a great day also.{:

ordinary day

2007-02-21T04:33:00.000-08:00

another day ended. :) it started nice although this day was kinda boring. we had ash in our forehead, coz its ash wednesday! then we had reviews for our achievment test for tomorrow.. hehehe. and we had our p.e. haha. we danced those moves. Cultural dance i guess? haha. still boring. nothing happened happy. and yah, with my kua. he doesnt text. :( huhuhu.

so? wat else. hannah is absent dats why were kinda quiet. no laugh trips. aww. hehehe. :
i think dats it. nothing happend.

just upload some pictures from kua mogul. during RYC. (regional youth conference)
its in my multiply. :)

http://nictesh.multiply.com {check it out here!!}

:( /sad.

2007-02-20T03:49:00.000-08:00

you tell me things ive never known.

ive shown you love youve never shown

but then again when you cry im always at your side.

you tell me bout the love you have i listen very eagerly

but deep inside you never see

this feeling of emptiness that makes me feel sad.

but then again im glad.

im so sick and tired with the same old story! im hurted again. :( boohoo. i didnt know i was falling for him. because he's my friend. super clows friend. but things turned upside down these days. i just felt something that made me feel that i like hime. i was jelly when i saw him with HER. if i look at him as a friend i would be happy and never be jelly. but?? i was jelly. hmm. i think i fall for him. and im having a hard time now. sometimes i want to forget him but i cant. im his baby sis. and that's all. wahh. its hard. bubt what can i do. this is my fate. but, i really dont know what to do. i wish i was not that clows to him so i will not be that hurted.nothing to do. just accept. SACRIFICE,, :(

certified YFC!

2007-02-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

YES! the long wait is over. YFC na ako. :) after 3 day and 2 nights of camp, now im standing here serving for GOD. i really dreamed of being a yfc since we went to morong,rizal to attend the RYC (regional youth conference) ahii. so now, im one of them. Worshipping and Serving GOD. so, i relly learned a lot of things during the camp. and i really did enjoy. I was with brenda the whole camp. the first day i really thought i will not enjoy, although im kinda excited. (: then we had our first talk. and our speaker was KUYA julius. the drummer of the music ministry and a graduating student in our school. although im sleepy i really had the effort to listen. We had a little game. "timmy timmy tammy" hahaha. i enjoyed alot! then we had our dinner. we ate together like a whole family. (: NICE! so, the second talk was ate AYA. the beauty and brains of our school. a graduatng student also. then after that, we had a sharing with our group mates, and our faci's are ate innah, ate thea and ate anna. :) then my groupmates are, cristine, april,danice and innah. so after a great night we all went to bed at 12:00 am. but still im not sleepy. i text and i text with my shobe. haha (who's dat?) toink. ok! i woke up at 6:30. OMG! its very cold. haha. but we still need to take a bath. we went to the shower room and do our morning routines. the second day was FUN! we had the amazing RACE. our group was grouped with edmond's group. so we have a big but winning group. i made the first task. we need to get the stone at the simming pool. i dive and got the stone. we did it first! :) nice. so after that 3rd talk came and kua edwin was the speaker. i enjoyed eventhough some of my groupmates and some of the participants were sleepy coz i appreciated kua edwin a lot! :) haha. then at the afternoon, we had a practice for our e-night. i was the vocalist. haha. but in the end we didnt present! :( but its ok. GOD'S plan. hahaha. so, there are still lot of things happend that i really enjoy. but the most important is now im a YFC. and i ♥ it! :)

stars.

2006-12-02T19:24:00.000-08:00

if only you can hear me shout ur name

if only you can feel my love again

the STARS..

in the sky i will never be the same

if only you were here.

hmm. i dont know what's with this song and im so inlove with it. is it because of the band? hmm. maybe not. ohh. i remember ! it was HIM. ahaha. coz, last RYC. when were at the bus i was listening to my ipod. i was listening to stars. then we arrived at sm to pick up some YFC also. still listening to stars. then after the song. i took off my earphones. the i heard someone singing STARS. i thought it was a radio or my ipod but neither is not. it was him. when i look back. okie it was HIM.. so its around 10 pm. so we have a TALK. and were freaking SLEEPY. because we stayed for about 10pm to 12 am. OMG! anyways. while seating der with some of my FRIENDS and schoolmate. ate julie one of my schoolmate and a senior of our school. just saw one star. so i looked up and wished. i wished. lord god. sana mkita quo xa! ulit. khit sglit lng. pliiz. so. minutes after. he's beside me. ! woah. GOD is so good. grabeh. naGCNG aquo bgla nun. ahaha. *LOL* then we worhipped. then he's gone again. but i can still see him. he's not that far eh. so i was kinda happy. ahahaha.

i just shared it. :)

nothing at all. then he message me at friendster. saying to me that im the girl he see in school. wahh. okiee. bsta.. more words i cant xplain. ahaha. now were good friends.

woah. IM BACK.

2006-12-01T20:28:00.000-08:00

again. im back..
hella lazy! i was kinda lazy this past months. i dont even have time to BLOG. nor internet.
ahaha. and i just dont know why?. oh coz im focusing in my STUDIES. ahaha. im kinda ~~ban~~ in using the internet. ahahaha. so im doing fine this time in school. there are things that i really didnt expect to happen. GURL world at peace. ahaha. the former 3rd which is the SENIORS of our school which i had a conflict in the past 2 years of my high school life with them. because of the VARSITY in the school. our school have that bonding we needed. so things were cleared up. !! happii. the persons whom ~~hated~~ me before are now my ♥ friends which i really treasure! ahaha. there is ate TRIXIE. and some are: ate chelsea. ate cess. ate julie. (grabeh. ) i really had a good time being with them during the RYC at morong rizal.
it was a 2 days 1 night event held at rizal! ooh. grabeh. at 1st i thought i was not gonna enjoy it. then being with them those time was like ive been with them for years! gnun! i was so happy that time.. and dun tlgah kmi nkapgusap ni ate julie. :) na tlgang ikinasaya quo. * and there is ate guilian. ate alexa. ate jessica. ate trissa. ate glennie. ^^, mga taong nkakausap quo na ngaun. i was so happy tlgah. eventhough im not happy with my LOVELIFE. but i know im moving on right now. kng sha nga nkapagmove on. why not me? ahaha.

so un. happy aquo with my LIFE. i feel comfortable now. THANK YOU GOD! i know youre behind me when all of this is happening. :)

new hair doo..

2006-07-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

well nothing happened to me this past days..

i just had my NEW HAIRDOO!!

i heart it.. SORRY..

i cut them x_X

^____^ new look..

no classes

2006-07-23T23:22:00.000-07:00

well today, we didnt have any classes!! ahaha..

I just dont know why. i dont know if its because the SONA o sa bagyo.

^__________^ malimit nah cguro aquo dito sa blogspot.com coz, un nga FTP quo ngexpire ehh.. ate diane is on HIATUS (my host) me and diane (ka-host quo) are having a problem.. ahaha.. EXPIRE na kc ung FTP quo.. and im making a new layout. thanks kai POSH! for helping me in coding! i suck in coding. ahaha.. anyways thanks posh!!

2006-07-22T22:15:00.000-07:00

so, dito munah aquo mgPOST. ders someting wrong in my other blog. the one which is hosted.
kaasar nga ehh..

so,last wednesday was our recollection. grabe!! sobrang enjoy! and it was really cool. hindi xa boring like last year! ahaha. different environment kc! ahaha.. i feel really welcome tlgah dat day!! ahaha.. enjoy rin ako being with hannah.!! ahaha..

then it was thursday.. so ala naman kming mxdong gnawa! ngVOLLEYBALL kami! ang saya.. kmi ata unang nglaro ng volleyball sa HS this year.. ahahha.. binantayan kmi ni MS.MITCH! ahaha.. so,enjoy.. then sa club.. (Music Club) ehh. kulang kami.. wala ung ARCHEO. so volleyball ulit kami!! yihee! ahaha.. so kapagod. after that umuwi na ako naligo at gnawa ung PROJECT sa ap. grabeh!! group project pero akoh lng gumawa?! ang saya.. haii.. aquo lng kc babae.. hay nkuh.. so hindi quo xa natapos.. so, the next day.. ndi aquo nkapasok ng 1st two subjs quo.. ahahha.. so sa kabutihang palad,aus naman ung REPORT NMIN!! ahaha..

then it was the end of the DAY! TRY-OUT nah.. ngenjoy akoh.. kso feeling quo panget ung performance quo.. sbi quo kai cristine ndi quo matatangap!! sbi nia ' nye..ikaw pah?' nyay.. akoh pa?? ewan quo nlng.. i hope matanggap.. bukas nah mkikita ung mga result ehh..

then kahapon.. PUMUNTA kami sa ASIA's medical center.. basta ung malapit sa festival.. ahaha.. so ng-pacheck up akoh. sa likod quo.. ang laki ng cra sa bones quo!! bsta,,stage 36 ung sa bones quo. eh ung bottomline para operahan is 40. muntik nah! 'whew..' muntik nah quong operahan!! ndi aq STRONG!! ahahaha.. so i-BRACE daw aquo.. 3 months qu xa i-wear! 23 hours a day! one hour para maligo! ang hirap.. at sbi ng doctor.. annoying daw!! lalu nah sa pagtulog.. haaii.. STOP pah ang BOWLING quo.. ndi pah xur ung 3 months kc pde ipabalik.. hhaaa...

malampasan quo rin toh.. sacrifice munah sa mga gusto qng gawin para gumalin akoh.. at macorrect!! GOODLUCK na lang skin!!

2006-07-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

ndi quo natiis grabeh!

well,im back. after ilang days pa lng. IM BACK! na ulit.
wahaha.. anyways,crah prin ung isa kng blog. huhuh. :( im still figuring it out.

well. auko tlgah sa O.A. papansin,la wents, know-it-all. PERSONS.
kakabanas tlgah. haii,anyways. titiisin quo na lng xa.

so,tomorrow is our RECOLLECTION hmm. hope im gonna have some fun! hope i will enjoy it! ahaha. then,zll. sa thursday. then TRY-OUT sa FRIDAY. snah hindi xa umulan!! oohh..

so,medyo. im in a great mood when it comes to school. ACTIVE ako! ahaha. ewan quo. inspired? ahaha. i think so..

'sa mga TAONG in love dyan! MAKE it an inspiration. not a ~~DISTRACTION~~!! kaia nio yan. kng kaia quo. kau pah?! ' loveyah guys.

BREAK.

2006-07-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

ill be back whenever im back.

`hiatus mode! im gonna focus on studies! pinapagalitan na aquo ng dad quo.

anyways,take care na lng olweiz. but im still gonna update when i have time!

-byerz.. see yah soon.

H I A T U S - mode.

^__^ yahoo.

2006-07-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

well. naganak ung DOG quo.

ehehe.. c china (pitbull)..

she layed eggs oohh.. i mean cute 12 PUPPIES..

kinda lazy today. BTW new layie! dance in the tune of your death

i opened it again

2006-07-14T03:12:00.000-07:00

hi guys..

i opened again my blogspot. TRIP lng.. ahaha..
so,i hope yah enjoy here!! dont mess up! im back. ahaha..

i missed this. ahahha..

2006-06-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

`holla. ndi pah akoh inaatok. prO,pinapatulog nah akoh.

ahaha. dhil msunurin naman akoh. okie, im going to sleep nah.

*GOODNIGHT* guys!! sleeptyt. sweet drimz!

_this day is definitely COOL!! //*

thanks to ate diane.

2006-06-21T04:24:00.000-07:00

`holla. guys!

happy MONTHSARY kai ate daday nd kua JHUN!

cla lng buh? ahaha. happy heart bhie day!!

@ATE DIANE - ndi poh akoh mkapasok sa YM. xnsya poh kng ntatagalan.

2006-06-21T03:52:00.000-07:00

well, this day is definitely TIRING. 5:30 nanaman uwian nmin! argh. but anyways, ng enjoy naman akoh dis day! bati nah kmi ni CRISTINE.. ahaha. cgurO, ahaha. then nkita koh ulit c MS. LEAH! nagulat akoh. coz ms weng told me when we were at the robinsons that ms leah went to saudi. but its not true! ahaha.

grabeh. nkakatawa tlgah c JEDDAHN dun sa presentation sa english. ahaha.
anyways..

pag uwi koh. ngbrowse kagad akoh ng blog. tas meron ng tag skin. c ATE DIANE. tnatanong nia kng interested akoh being hosted! xmpre naman. un ang wish koh. ever!!

i hope mah hosted akoh dis time. and xa rin ung host ni EM-EM im so xcited! ahaha..

tOmorrow is our zLL. no academics. REST munah..

2006-06-20T14:06:00.000-07:00

`holla guys.

*goodmorning*
i woke up so early today. 4:30 am. isnt that early? ahaha.

then i take a bath. now its 5:00 am. and i check my things i packed up. and now im here infront of my computer.

blogging. ang aga, gnyan tlgah pag adik.

well, 5:30 pm nanaman ang uwian nmin. kakapagod. :)

2006-06-20T08:23:00.000-07:00

`holla.

just gonna share some people i TRULY MISS a lot.

OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU
` achi marivic
` CAMbear koh. camzie.
` aarOn
` cLauds
` preciOus
` jasmine
` trich
` leOnard
` tita Lulu
` canada.

oh mah god. i just really miss them. hope to SEE them soon.

geh guys. *GOODNYT* nah poh senyu. -SiGning Out-

tOmorrow awaits.

2006-06-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

`holla. i just got my MULTIPLY account.

you can visit it. and see sOme of my picts. ahaha.
have FUN.

and still more picts to come.

2006-06-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

@CAMZIE - oo buh. kita tau minsan. miss nah miss nah kita! sobra,as in.

`holla.
well,hows school?

its fine. although the smell in the school is so yucky. i know,its to embarassing to say but its true. and its is so hot.

then i think in our zLL were not gonna wear civilians,instead were just gonna wear white plain t-shirt and pants. were gonna stick to the past. ahaha. i know its kinda boring.

anyways. our adviser, MS MITCH is so great. she's kind and fun to be with.

and some of our teachers were also great.

sir edlourd-computer
ms. melody-math (now im starting to love math)
ms diane-a.p. (she is so comedy)

some of my new teaChers! ahaha.

`i hope this year will be cool and happy.

to ANTHRO - goodluck stin. ahaha.

2006-06-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

`holla guys! sharing a moment . .

bez mutya. me and ate daday.

mark. ate kat. me and marvin

bestfriend forever!

oh.how cute!

`ei. that is just some of my picts. pict to come. and my MULTIPLY account to come.

2006-06-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

`holla. well, this is my first time to write again. since the last day at canada.

leaving them is really hard. i really didnt expect that i will cry. haha. anyways. when we are in the airport, before checking in. ate marivic hugged me so tight and asked me why do you have to go? then i was starting to cry. then when me and my mama was seating now at the plane. found ourselves a perfect seat. beside the pilot is really the best!! ahah. when we are taking off. i start to cry again. im gonna MISS them a lot. ahaha.

then after 16 hours of travel. now im here standing in my homeland. ahah.

my dad. kua wowie. kua arnel. ate carish and vanessa are the one who fetched us in the airport.
ahaha. LAUGH TRIP sa car! ahaha.
then arriving home. i go straight up to my bed and sleep!!

9:00 am. what the ?? i was woke up by a noise.wait a minute, it was coming outside. ahaha. when i got out in my room. i saw my cousins ahaha. i missed them! ahaha.

then kwentuhan to d max. then, after lunch me and my mom went to the national bookstore to buy my stuffs for school. then later that night will be my ate carish's debut ahaha..

it was so enjoy! and there's a cute guy there!! ahaha.. nwei. we did enjoy.

now im here BALIK school ahaha. seating infront and the G1 of our class ahaha.

2006-06-15T19:14:00.000-07:00

` i like this guy. who lives in canada. who i just met from my kua richie's wedding.

damn. he dances good. i think! ahaha. but i hope he's not my cousin! ahaha. kidding.
he's good dats all. and cool.!! ahahaha. im gonna miss him,definitely. when im gonna go to philipines. arGghh. *siGh* i hope i can tell to him, bfore i leave..

eiHeiarOweNn.- think men.

2006-06-15T14:08:00.000-07:00

i dont know why did i call ourselfs retro gagah. when i was editing our picture,the word retro gagah just pop out in my mind. well,anyways, camilla is a good friends of mine. our friendship all started when we both attend tutorial. ahaha. its cool being a friend with a cool blogger. ahaha. before she was hosted, we always talk about being hosted, and sometime, we said that, kming dalawa nlng mghost sa isat-isa. that never happend, then one afternoon after classes, she just told me with a another blogger.. that she is hosted. im kinda dissapointed but i shed tears and never made her see.. ahaha. but its okie now for me. im happy with my blog and im so proud of her she is now hosted by suplada.net cool? ahaha. yeah definitely cool!!

@CAMSHIE- goodluck sa pag pasok moh in to new world. HIGH SCHOOL LIFE and sa bgo mng school.. lasallista kah nah take care kah olweiz. and tHAnks sa memories. muaah. cambear. ahaha. jouk,pisHie!! muahh..

2006-06-15T12:39:00.000-07:00

`holla guys.

well, im still here. infront og mah computer. blogging and bored ! im waiting for my cousins to come. its our despidida today.. its kinda sad,i know. coz im gonna miss my couzins. my aunties. and bunch of my new friends. definitely im gonna miss here is the athmosphere and the malls. which are so big! i cant also forget the niagra falls. the playdium, which we go go kart racing with my achi marivic

and im gonna surely miss the bowling club. which i treat them as my family too. im gonna miss kua fortune then. ahaha. even the house of tita lulu,im surely gonna miss. but that's lyf. sometimes there should be a thing that will get to you and that's a start that god will give u more better than that.

how i wish i could get back here next year ahaha. i wish i can travel without,tita carmen. ahaha. im so mean,but i dont really like going out with her. just to be honest with you. im too akward or not that comftable being with a kj old maid ahaha. but she is really kj!! super kj! im sorry tita,but its true. even ur sisters including my mom,doesnt want sometimes to go out with her. ahaha. coz of dat. and she doesnt show gratitude and respect somtimes. which i really hate. even ur older than me, how could i respect u if u dont know how to respect someone! well.that enough. ahaha.

so when we get back home. life will be back again. im gonna be a student again. STUDY time ahaha.

and were gonna attend ate charis debut!! ahaha. im so xciteD!! ahaha.

2006-06-15T10:47:00.000-07:00

waiting here for you.

~niqui~

The night is black and starless,

The moon but a sliver of fragile glass.

All sound is still, enthralled by my sorrow.I

stand all alone in a empty world.

My cries of pain slice through the void of night,

Ever single crystalline tear making an echo of a whisper upon air.

I can feel the cold breath of night surrounding me, stinging my eyes.

I look to the heavens, searching for you,The pain your death has caused me is everlasting.

Your death has jaded my once vivid being,

Cursing my heart and mocking my love.

How could you leave me here alone,

You had let go of life so easy.

Now I wait for you to come to me,

I shall sit here until my time has endedOr until the dead have risen.

I mourn you more than I mourn my coming death,

My love for you surpassing my very love for life.Through tear wrought voice

I scream into the endless night

And collapse unto dewy grass.

My fists grasping at the soil, tearing until my fingers bleed.

I want to feel the pain, to cover the pain you’ve caused me.

Before my end I’ll know our love is everlasting,

Transcending through the death, through the pain, simply through.

So I leave my body here, waiting for the suffering ache of helpless love to end.

But myself has left,

I died with you,

And now I’m caught between this world and ours.

Waiting, for you.

2006-06-15T10:39:00.000-07:00

the voices

so many voices, i dont know what to do

should i run?

should i fight?

should i listen?

or should i not listen to you?

i cant take it, its time to die.

its time to kill myslef, not care what they want...

its time to cry.

why are they testing me, why am i doing this.

i'm doing this because i need to,

and when he finds my body, will he kiss?

will he kiss me and make me live again?

or will he ignore me, and pass me by, making himself stressed?

the stress of knowing he never loved methe stress of knowing about my death.

..the stress of seeingthe voices drove me

to this madness and deathi loved him

but the voices did this

*bored eh. poem making munah.

2006-06-15T09:16:00.000-07:00

i almost forgot. dis is my last ryt? when i got home in the philippines. its school TIME i think im not that allowed to use the internet up to the end of first quarter. if i did great, im allowed to use it often and i should stay my grades up. Lubus-lubusin koh nah ang pag iinternet dito. ahaha.

@ate marivic- thank you for the gucci bag nd ipod shuffle!!

2006-06-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

today is our 2nd to the last day here in canada. well nandito akoh ngaun, packing up my things and thinking of the past. i remember the beautiful things that i have gone here. im gonna miss my ate MARIVIC who acted like my true sHistEr im gonna miss my cousins from here. and my new friends, and the bowling friends which i consider one of my family.

anyway. now i have the list that i will buy for my school.
1. 3 cartolina
2. 10 oslo paper
3. 2 tissue
4.20 bond paper
5. a book to kill a mocking bird by: HARPER LEE
6.12 ntbks
7. ruler
8. calculator
9. fillers<
10.bag
11.shoes

* i just like to thank JEDDAHN -he's the one who updated me to bring this stuffs! thaNks!!

and i almost forgot. i was seated at the front. coz i think im G1- and i seat beside MAC. nd i dont know who's the other one coz jeddahn forgot it. ahaha.

anyways. our adviser is miss mitch, and my section is ANTHROPOLOGY.
hope to have a nice year dis year!

2006-06-14T10:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday was supposed to be our FIRST day of classes but i didnt attend coz im still here at canada. still in vacation! ahaha. this was my first time not to attend first day of classes.

and now im here worried. where do i seat? who's my classmates? who's my adivser? ooh. and i dont know what to bring on monday. oMg. ahaha. im really nervous.

but i hope i can get throuhg this. haii. hope ishould start mah school year nice.
my agenda in this school year.

1. ill be quiet this year.
2. ill study hard
3. ill act like im mature already.
4. im not gonna play volleybal dat much. ~~(auko ng mangitim)~~

*ahaha. i hope my agendas will come true! goodluck to me.

2006-06-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday, me and ate marivic went to SQUARE ONE. we shop and shop until we drop! ahaha. we bought so many things. good thing i was not scolded by my mom. ahaha.

things that i bought:
2 flipflops
*billabong,kustom
1 shoelaces
* volcom
3 tee shirt
*billabong.volcom.fairweather
1 bag(maleta)
*roxy.
2 surfing shorts
*billabong both.

then i bought my mom a perfume ck summer.
and i bought my dad a new ipod nano. y? coz i brake his ipod. SORRY dad

den i bought a new LAPTOP. nd im so happy!! its asus. and i bought a camera protector for my digicam.

*all the money that i used was my 'ipon'.. ahaha. im not rich! ahahah. FYI lng poh. ahaha.

then after that, we went to a drive in movie. and we watched two MOVIES
the first movie was a scary movie DAW. its was THE OMEN it is not that scray but suspense. ahaha. then the second movie was X-MEN 3 the last stand it was coll but kinda bitin.

we got home 2 am in d morning. but luckily,all of them are sleeping not wondering we got home late. ahaha. but i really have a cool night!

2006-06-13T13:26:00.000-07:00

*oh mah god. fave song koh.

sO sick.

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I'm alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cuz you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(it's ridiculous)

It's been monthsAnd for some reason I just

(can't get over us)

And I'm stronger then this(enough is enough)

No more walkin round

With my head down

I'm so over being blue

Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender

I haveThat's marked July 15th

Because since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

That's the reason

I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Dont make me think about her smile

Or having my first child

Let it goTurning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

Why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Why can't I turn off the radio?

2006-06-13T12:48:00.000-07:00

*holla guys!! new LAYOUT here. i really love it.

i call it PUNK me .

anyways. today,i just did the layout tingie. and now im bored. im alone here at the house coz my mom and my auntie went out. and im waiting for ate marivic and we weill go to square one.
geh guys. ligo munah akoh. ahaha. ciaO' :)

2006-06-13T10:20:00.000-07:00

oh mah god. im really addicted to CHICKSILOG and i dunno y,or just becoz of a one line there. ung kmanta kah boses nia c *toot* ahaha. nakakatuwa. tas sobrang adik din akoh sa so sick i keep on singing and singing it! ahaha. i dunno y? ahaha.

anyways. i have 4 days to go. and im gonna go back to the philippines. im kinda xcited nah hindi. ahaha. ang gulo.. its just like,i dont want to go because i made a lot of new friends. and im gonna miss ate marivic we acted like were true sisters. we go out halos everyday. dats why i really love her! and she's so cool. FASHIONISTA vain ahaha. and a cool website maker. ahaha. she teach me stuffs on layouting especially ate rose she teach me how to use dreamwaver! and some stuff in layouting. and it was so cool.

im really gonna miss mah friends and couz dat i didnt see for a long time.
i hope i can go back here next year. wohoo. how i wish.
then the other night,ate marivic sed. 'its gonna be lonely again here when u left'
i was touched,because she's really having a good time with me.
especially shopping time later were gonna go to Square One.to shOpshop. and bonding!! ahahaha. :) and im gonna buy a new laptop!! yahoo. :)

2006-06-12T13:49:00.000-07:00

well today, we just went to square one. and shop shop. and then i bought mah new digicam haha. im so happy!! atlast. den we went to tuckers to eat our lunch. and its mah tita lulu's birthday today! :) and then we went to costco and no frills and went home. sorry,im kinda lazy today writing stuffs. till next time! :)

2006-06-11T11:20:00.000-07:00

bkit me mga tao,ndi moh kaiang iwanan? khit lhat na ng tao ngsasabi ndi na dpat png ituloy.. ndi daw worth it ang katulad koh sa knya. secret daw. ocge,hay nkuh.. pg ngbrowse akoh ng friendster. indi maiwasan ang mga testimonials nah nababasa koh. ang skit. grabeh. tagos!?! huhuhuhu..kc ang akin lng. kng ayaw moh nah. y dont we stop. and end this game? khit skin ndi xa game pero para sau. yeah its a game. parang nkikipaglaro kah sa bata. eHem! xcuse me poh. ndi nha akoh bata! ive changed bhie? ahaha. hay nkuh.. un nga. bkit kelangan png manloko? db.. akoh naman. dhil mhal koh. di koh maiwan.. hayy. anuh buh toh.?! how i wish nah totoo ung mga pnagsasabi nia bgo akoh umalis? ngaun pabalik nah akoh in 4 days.. anuh kaia ang mngyari.. mdami nanamang issues.. im so sick reading the testimonials! i dont know what's with you. haii. i hate this.. plibhasa alm mng ndi akoh mkakagalaw.. ndi koh kaiang gmawa ng khit anuh for this thing,dhil nga secret.. so kng ndi moh kaia mgpakatinu. akoh din ata,ndi koh kaia.. ' so sick of love song. so sick of tears ' ..

2006-06-10T12:08:00.000-07:00

*eow guys. just changed mah snapshot picture. check it out in mah side bar.
here's the big view!

sunset at boracay. LOVE it.

2006-06-10T10:16:00.000-07:00

Last night was a wonderful night to me! It was so damn cool. at the bowling center here in BRAMPTON it was nice! the place is cool and the people rockz.. so, while we registered. they didnt know me. they asked me if im new here. so i said 'YES' so they give me a handicap of 52 dats way big! coz my handicap in the Philippines is only 16. ahaha. it was so damn BIG! so d first game. it was fine. ahha. i scOred 182+52= 234 wOah.! ahah. but im still not leading. until the secOnd game. i scOred 214+52= 266. damn. i was leading.up to the ver last game!! ahaha. so during the last game. there are so many peole who double up me. (pinustahan) so luckily tHey won! bcOz of me. ahaha. so,dey give baLatos! ahaha.
and i also won in the singles! wOah.. my moms teasing me ' laki daw ng pnanalo koh.kinareer koh na daw' ahaha.. ndi naman.slyt lng!? ahaha. just kidding. and then while the tournament is finished. some people approached me. they sed 'see you in friday' i sed. im no longer here coz were leaving that day. they were shocked and they'll gonna miss me. i was so happy coz. eventhough we just met that day.. they were so clows to my heart.. im gonna miss them.. they want me to xtend for one week more. but mah dad is waiting for me. i want to. but i guess i cant. but they will always stay in my heart!

i met new persons!
*tito pepinG
*tito albert
*tito juan
*tito joe
-they were good advisers and tio's!-
*kua jonathan
*kua fortune
- they were awesome -

*wish im gonna see them again*
gonna MISS you guys!

2006-06-09T15:34:00.000-07:00

*TROPANG babae*

pnuh buh toh ngstart?! uhmm.. gnto.. it was way when i was still grade one. at first.. kmi lng ni charina ang clows..coz were couz.. new world kc toh para smin.. start ng gradeschool life. ahaha.. then nung first day of classes.. ktbi koh and betzy.. lagi kaia kmi ngng clows ni betzy kc lgi koh xng tnatanong ng 'chubby kah prin buh?' akala koh nung una koh xng tnanong ay mgagalit xa. ndi plah.. dat was a start of a good friendship. then un nga. tatlo nah kmi! ahaha. then after nun.. it was our first p.e. day.. nadapa c kim.. nkita nming tatlo.. eh di tnulugan nmin..tpos dinala nmin xa sa clinic. pgkatpos nun..kming four nging clows nah..ahaha.. ang cute nmin tgnan. ahaha.. we always go to canteen together.. then merong isang bata late nah xa pumasok kc gling states.. 3rd wik nah. ahaha.. eh un. wlang kmukausap sknya.. i approached her.! tpos,mdali namang gumaan ang loob koh sknya. at nging bestfriend koh pah. alam nio kng cnuh un? c pauline eh un.. 5 nah kmi.. ang saya nanamin.. tpos ung last na nkilala koh c dorothy. bsta classm8 koh rin xa nung kinder! ahaha.. eH d un.. 6 nah kmi.. bkit TROPANG babae hello? bata pah kmi nun. ndi pah gnun kalawak ang minds nmin! ahaha.. eh napansin nmin puro kmi babae eh d un.. tropang babae nlng!! ahaha.. mgtaka kau kng bkit kmi ngkaron ng communication?! ahaha. akoh lng ang nhiwalay sa knla ng skul. lumipat kc akoh ng skul.. malimit kng nkakausap c charina dhil couz koh xa,prO ndi malimit. kaia kmi ngkarOn ng commu. eH dhil. mgkakaibigan ang parents nmin 6! ahaha. aztig nuh?! kaia nung 8th bday koh..pmunta cLah.. sUrpRisE nanaman ako. tas un.. ngkahingiaN ng no. eAdd.. tpos un.. then later last year. ndi nah cla ng paparamdam.. tpos khapon ng paramdam ang mga loka!! ahaha. tEnx guys!!

2006-06-09T15:16:00.000-07:00

grabeh!! dis day is so cool.
dming ngparamdam skin. mga former classm8s koh ang trOpah.

i was tagged by:
dorothy
pauline
betzy
charina
kim

mga former classmates koh sa st paul. hehe. na miss daw nla akoh.. huling ngparamdam clah nung january. buti naman naisipan nio! ahaha. tenx tlga huh!! namis koh TROPANG babae

ahha. miss koh nah kau. nga plah. c CIARA blik pinas nah. reunion tau mnsan!!
pag uwi koh ha!! kitakitz!!

2006-06-09T14:51:00.000-07:00

well. a while ago,while browsing mah blog. i saw someone who tagged me and it says

'poserO*zil.: yes ur pretty.prO bkit kaia gnun.?! nuh..mhal ka nia akoh ?! ewan*'

i was kinda shocked. then i replied. and then she did sed a lot of tings. but she did nt seek war.
to see the conversation. see mah tagboard.

oh mah god. its CIARA!!
my former classm8 at st paul. way when we were grade one!! ahaha..
i wasnt shocked about she said. but im shocked bcoz its ciara. the last time i talked to her was lst last year.. we lost our communication for a year! but now she's back. and a sAD news for her..ahaha. ull see at mah tagboard. but im still happy because she just landed from new york to phil. and the frst she did is to chat with me!! ahaha. surprise daw toh. bglaan daw ang pag alis nia. ndi nia rin cnbi skn. tas one year xa ndi ngparamdam.. then now she's back.. ahaha.
im so happy at akoh ang naalala nia.

@CIARA- tenx at ngbalik kah nah.at akoh kgad knausap moh. at un kagad ang gnawa moh pgkauwi moh. LOVEyou friend!! miss nah kita. kita tau pagkauwi koh!!

2006-06-09T13:50:00.000-07:00

well ngaun i just change some things in mah blog. i just change mah font. and mah tagboard's color and my playlist. i really love mah new playlist. thanks to plurn.com

now im just waiting for my autie and mah mom to go home.and were gonna go to the bowling center and we will gonna join a tournament hope im gonna win!! :)

uhmm.. well. im still here at canada. waiting JUNE 16.2006 to come. coz dats the day wer gonna go back to the philippines. im so xcited to go home. coz i really miss the phil. especially my DAD!! and my bestfriends!! :)

some messages:

@dad: papie.mish nah poh kita. SEE yah soon. hope yah READ this. ahaha.

@mutya: cha.miss nah kita grabeh.. mai bigay akoh sau pguwi! ahaha.

@krizziah:bEz!! misHh u beri much!! ahaha.. mg ONLINE kah naman! d kita maabutan eh..

@charian: kitakitz sa airport. uhmm sna mgkatabi tau ulit sa upuan sa airplane para enjoy!! :) miss yah..

* MISS koh nrin ung mga couz koh!!

2006-06-09T13:25:00.000-07:00

*SURVEY
describe ur..

parents:
dad -matangkad.moreno. (kamukha koh)
mom -sexy.maputi.chinita.

yourself:
me morena.matangakad mdyO.
talkative.teentalk.shopping addict!!

family:
weRe sO happy family!!

bestfRiend:
Krizziah mabait.funny.chubby
Mutya mabait.matankad.chinita
charian mabait.frend since im grade one.mgnda.

Favez

things inside ur rOom:
/PLASMAtv. gift ng daddy koh.
/ cute lampShade bEside mah bEd.
/ pillows koh. pink and black
/ haLos ung buOng kwarto koh. especially when its renovated!!

malls:
*atC
*rockweLL
*rustans
*rObinsOns

color combination:
*pink and black
*pink and green
*pink and orange
*blue ang violet

bRands:
*billabong
*nike
*penshoppe
*H&M.

fOod
*sinigang na hipon
*doughnuts
*pasta
*suShi

things to do:
*bowling
*shopping
*surf in d net//blogging
*watch tv!!

_niQui*//chi1q.

2006-06-09T11:47:00.000-07:00

* survey from gabO. ahaha.

How many times can you honestly sayyou've been in love?> true love?uhmm. once.

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?> yhup..

Do you think that you should become friends with someone first? y?> ewan koh lng. kc pg nging friends kau tas nging kau.tpos ng break kau.mhirap nah ibalik ung friendship. :)

Have you ever had your heart broken?> yhup.

What do you think about long-distancerelationships?> hirap...pero tyaga and trust lang cguro....

Your thoughts on online relationships?> pangt un...malay moh lalake kah tas lalake din ung karelationship moh. ahaha.

Would you rather date someone five yearsolder orfive years younger? y?> same age or mas matanda skin.. halay tgnan pg mas matanda akoh, anu akoh ate?

Have you ever seen a friend as more thana friend?how many?> yah.. dmi.

Do you believe the statement, "Once acheater always a cheater"?> cguro,people change naman e... dpende rin sa tao poh eh

Have you ever loved someone so muchthat it hurts & you cried?> oo naman. ung currently love one koh. :)

How many kids do you want to have?> 2 or 3..

.Is there someone who you like at thismoment?> yhUp. ung love koh!!

Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girl orthe right guy/girl?> yEap.mnsan..

What is your favorite color?> pink *conNection*

What are your views on gay marriages?> not good.. ang halay tgnan.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?> yeah. i reGretwhat happened to us.

Have you ever given or been given roses?> yhup.ehehe.

Are you the one who makes the move ordo you wait for them to make the move?> xa. gurl akoh eh.

What is your all time favorite romancemovie?> cindarella story. connected eh.

Imagine you're 79 & your spouse/wife justdied, would you remarry after they died &you were married for 60 years? y?> most probably not...

Is remarriage betrayal?> nope,pero dpnd na sa tao un...

At what age did you start noticing theopposite/same sex? and who?> grade 2.ahaha. at xa ung first koh. hahaha. hulaan niO nlng.ahaha..

What song do you want played as youwalk down the aisle?>musical intrument lng ng ill be.

Are most high school kids infatuated or inlove?>maybe. etOh kc ung stage.

Who was your first love?> uhmm. cnuh nga buh?! ahaha.

What's the longest you've ever likedsomeone? and who?> almost 2 yrs....

Would you give up everything for love?> maybe. kng worth it para sknya.

Will your life be incomplete without love?> xmpre!!

What do you notice first in a guy/girl?> eyes.height.attitude

What do you like most about your love? sweet.love akoH!!

Do you like someone?> yea....

Want to get married?> someday..

To?> xa nah daw eH.ahaha.. i hope so.

Current love?> me, family and him

Last person who hugged you ?> uhmm. mom kOh ata.
ahaha..

2006-06-09T11:33:00.000-07:00

* got this survey from nikki tan. FRIENDSTER.

1)your birthday?-april 15
2). people have same birthday as you?-yhup. april leon.and mah tito.
3.) Would u rather play or watch football?-play
4) What sport would u say you're good at?-bowling haha
5). What was ur worst nightmare?-when muhmu attacks
6.) Apples or oranges?-oranges
7.) Grapes or watermelon?-watermelon
8) wolves or tigers?-tigers
9) What kind of music do u listen to?-alternative
10) have u ever written poetry / poem?- yup last night was the latest
11). Do u remember birthdays?-oh yes
12.)do u know what time u were born?-11pm.
13.) Do u have a birth mark? where?-yup left arm
14) Are you a sweet person?-maybe
15.) What were you doing before you started fillingthis in?-blog hopping
16.) What were you doing yesterday?-nothing.surf in d net whole day
17) What about today?-bowling
18). What is your favourite gun?-gun with bullets haha
19) Chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?-chocolate
20)What is the first thing you notice aboutsomeone?(opposite sex)-nose height smile
21) What's your favourite smell?-vanilla
22)Favourite songs that you hear often?-a lot
23)What are you thinking about right now?-food.im starved
24). What is your favourite disney movie of alltime?-anastasia or beauty and the beast
25) What colour are your eyes?-black
26). Who is your crush now?-alex rios[baseball player sa blu jays]
27) What kind of hair do u like on the oppositesex?-any hair would do
28). Who do u want to go steady with?-my last love. true love
29) Sunrise or sunset?-sunset
30) what happened these few days?-nothing.puro outing!! BEACH!!
31) Movies?xmen3.d vinci code.aquamarine.she's the man
32) Where can you see yourself going for yourhoneymoon?-somewhere in europe
33) Are going somewhere this spring break?no spring break here haha
34) Where, when and with whom?-no time summer break's almost over.
35) Do you like the survey?-yup since im bored

pag boreD. survey lng ng survey!

2006-06-09T10:40:00.000-07:00

well today i woke up at 1pm! ahaha. i was chatting with anjo up 2 am and then i turn off the comp for about 2.30 am. but i did sleep at around 4.. i cant sleep. i dunno why. well nwei. today i think were gonna have a tournament in bowling but i dont know where at around 8pm. ehehe. im kinda xcited because there gonna give me a max handicap. woohoo. ang saya nun! good luck nlng for me.then tom is sat.. he's gonna come here.. :) whO? ahaha. mah couz.ahaha. i hope ill have a wonderfull evening tonight!! up to heRe munah!! ciaO'

2006-06-09T10:24:00.000-07:00

Survey! dahil walang magawa...
got this from JANPOL
*but i edited poh. :)

Four jobs you have had in your life:
1. daughter
2. friend
3. student
4. shobe

Four movies you would watch over and over:
1. she's the man
2. aquamarine
3. Harry Potter
4. cindarella story

Four places you have lived in:
1. Cebu
2. Parañaque
3. imus,cavite
4. las piñas.

Four TV shows you love to watch:
1. REcEss [cartoon?]
2. that so raven
3. GAME ng BLUE JAYS
4. jack tv

Four places you have been on vacation:
1. Cebu
2. Laguna
3. ilocos norte
4. boracay

Four websites I visit daily:
1. http://neikee.blogspot.com
2. ung mga links koh.
3. blogspot.com
4. friendster.com

Four of my favorite foods:
1. pasta
2. chicken
3. sinigang nah hipon! yumyum.
4. beef mushroom

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. sQuare onE.sHopping.
2. airport pauwi ng pilipinas
3. playdium. gO-kart nd batting
4. tito jovy's cOndo!

top 4 things dat u buy in the mall
1.FLip-flops
2.t-Shirt
3.accEsOries
4.bellybutton Earing[barbel]

top 4 stores that u always shop
1.BilLabOng!!
2.H&M
3.sEaRs
4.Kamiseta

top 4 tambayan
1.starbuCks.
2. bowling center
3.hawz ng tropah
4.gazibO sa fREnzee

top 4 person u cant live without them:
1. parents
2. bestfriends [krizziah mutya charian]
3. him
4. relatives

top 4 things u cant live without it:
1. flip-fops
2. cellphone
3. digicam
4. laptop

*aLang mgawa kai survey muna!!

2006-06-08T20:06:00.000-07:00

You've came into my life, and made me fall inlovea love that no one can reach from aboveYou're always on my mind everytimeand wishing that you're totally mineI am so happy to have youeven in my beautiful dreams I see youI dreamed about you during the nightwishing that I could hold you tightBut then, I stopped thinking about youbecause everything will never come trueI found out, I'm fooling nobody but medreaming of someone, who never loves meNow you're gone beside me, belonging tosomeone elseand you know my love for you is starting to meltI tried to keep my sad feelings away from youbut I can't do that, because in my heart I do loveyouDays has passed and it's time to move onand my love for someone still carry's onSomeday I will find a perfect person for mea person who will truly love me
im very very tired!!! -ahbie

-gOt this at friendster. it relates to me. kinda-

2006-06-08T19:29:00.000-07:00

well today. i was just busy editing picts.haha. this day was kinda boring. cozi just stayed at the house whole day.. then now im helping ate jelz in doing her link button. she's nicE!!
then when i was browsing mah blog. i saw some who tagged me.oh mah gOd '??????" yan ang name nia. trying to ruin mah blog. but if that what THEY want. its alright.. mng guLo clah. at wala namang pumapansin sa knila!! ahaha.. anyways.here are some picts dat i edited.:)

here are some of the picts.

if you want to see it more bigger. check mah FRIENDSTER.

just add me. wishux@dunkindonut.com

2006-06-08T11:00:00.000-07:00

this are the magazines that i bought!!

2006-06-07T20:51:00.000-07:00

okei. I thought this day is gonna be a very BORING!, but im mistaken. Eventhough we left at the house at around six pm. i still did enjoy the niGht. First we went to a restaurant and ate our dinner at miss vietnam , obviously its a vietnamese restaurant!! The food was so GREAT. It was so yuuummyy!! yum!yum! :) the nOodLes was great!! sO G-R-r-e-A-t!!

the next thing. we went to the PLAYDIUM.
we went GO KART Racing with mah lovable achie MARIVIC!! ahaha.. it was so cOoL.
then after that,we went to a batting feild. and and i bat !! ahaha.. out of 15 pitches i hit 5. good i think for a begginer and first timer?! ahhaa.. i hope sO. then after that. me and ate marivic had our picture taking at a sticker PHOTO booth.. hmmm.. it was sOo cutE!! ahaha..
after that we went to SHOPPERS DRUGMART and i buy 2 magazines!! ahaha.. then now were here at kua jovy's hOuse..

but before dat. kua jovy let me use his laptop. i left mine in d car. and i dont ant to go down stairs.. 18 more floors?! ahaha.. LAZY me. then when i was about to open mah blog.. i so someone tagged in mah tagboard!? oh mah GOD. its him!! should i mensiOn the freaking name?! sure.. its BENJIE PACHECO! god deM. claiming dat they stop already (how i wish?) and also claiming dat i texted him!! oh mah god. how can i txt him?! eh, im here at canada and there is no signaL here. fOr mah GLobE?! ahaha.. mah god.. going to make a reason for another fight which is so not GOOD!! nice try nagging beaver!! ahahaha.. try again bOwzO!!

2006-06-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

oH mah god!! aus nah sna.. akaLa koh tumigila nah xa!! tpos etOh xa,ng tag sa tagboard koh.. at tumitigil nah daw cla. perO, bkit daw ngtext pah akoh?! hello.. FYI.. nandito poh akoh sa CANADA.. ibng bansa poh un.. kng alm nio lng poh.. waLa png signal dito ang gLobe!! hay nkuh.. ngpapatawa buh poh kau?! bE sure first!! duh?! d koh alm kng bobO,o tanga!! or watsoever!! oh mah gOd!! kainis hah.. hndi akoh ngtxt sau!! pOr pabOr.. mah god naman oh.. put some brain.. prO kng wala sorry nlng para skin at nkikipagaway akoh sa taong alng brain?! mah..

* excuse me lng poH..
FOR YOUR INFORMATION
1. wala png signal ang globe dtoH
2. nkasara poh ang phone koh 2 days nah poh.
3. pmunta akoh sa rama khpon not bringing my CELLPHONE
4. la aqng intensyon i text kah.
5. aukO ng itExt kah.
6. smart poh ung NKA ROAMING skin. prO mom koh usuaLLy gumagmit.
7. and i dont have TIME to persOns like you!!

- kaia pDe buh nanahimik nah akoh dtOh.snah masaya nah kau sa ngwa nio -
bEnj,pXnsya kng nlaman ng mom koh wats happening..i accidently didnt turn off the comp and mah mom ReaD all of this.. aLL of mah bLog.. PASENSYA nlng sa khit anong mngyari. bkit nga buh akoh ng papasEnsya!?? ahaha.. gOodluck nlng poh senyuh twO!!

+__+ im pisSed off..

2006-06-07T09:39:00.000-07:00

bOred gaL.

im sO bOred. i cant do anything here but to sit and surf in the net.

i wisH i can go to wonderland again.but ate marivic is still at work.

but still i cant wait for saturday!!

2006-06-06T17:42:00.000-07:00

well today.. we just shOp. nd shop nd shop!! kinda enjoy but kinda dizzy. Along with my two cousins. Michelle and Janina.. i drive around our village,but at the highway its michelle's turn!! ahaha.. reaching square one we first went to NEW YORK FRIES.. and we ate a poutine. It was so yummy. haha. after that we shop.. i spent mah i spEnt $98.. OoH mah gOd!! >.< good thing.. i still have cash!!

i bought:
2 tops
1 pants
1 bag
3 flip-flops
2 shades

that costed me $98.. wOah!!
but i did enjoy.. :)

while heading home. we met this cute guy and asked mah email-and now were chatting!!
oH maH goShie!! - bad me - i left someone in the phil!! hehehe.. Lol..
dats all for today!!

2006-06-06T13:50:00.000-07:00

sOme picts at wonderland!!

its me at the wonderland!!

after our first ridE!!

behind me is d way to TOMB RAIDER the ride!!

falling in line at the italian jOb!!

peacE!! im just behind the wild beast

at the shop!! big hat there!!

2006-06-06T13:19:00.000-07:00

hmm.. lapit nanaman ang pasukan.. pero bkit gnun, ndi pah ngstart ang classes.. meron nah akng nababasa.. haii.. i wish dun sa mga nababasa koh..mg ibuh nah ung tigin nila skin.. ive completely changed.. haii.. prO nasasainyo na how u judge a persOn..:( 2 yrs nlng..haiii... grabeh..
bt kaia gnun.. im really sincere of asking forgiveness to her pero kng ayaw nia. ala n kng mgagwa?! pero naisip isip koh.. bkit c god khit anung hwin ng isng tao sknya ngpapatawad xa?! haii.. aLa na tlga akong mgagawa.. all i can say is.. ive CHANGED.. if u still hate.. hate me!.. la naman na kng mgagawa.. sOrry.. dats all i can say..

sOme of the picts.

2006-06-06T09:52:00.000-07:00

here are some of the picts..

in ROGERS CENTER at toronto..

blue jays versus rEd sOx

picts to come..

2006-06-05T20:06:00.000-07:00

:) i just made mah button..

wanna sEe:

this is my buttoN..

wOohoo!

2006-06-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

ei guyz.. you can now link me with my link button!!

speCial thanks to shobe bianca!!

tenx tlga!! idoL!!

ooh.what a happy day!! :)

2006-06-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

ohh god.. dis day was sO cOoL!! and enjoy!! we went to the wonderland with ate marivic!! ehehe.. bonding time?! ahaha.. cOoL.. then after that we went home and there are so many people.. ahaha.. i got the chance to met and talk to him!! ahaha.. cnuh kaia un!? ahahaha.. bshta.. this day is so damn cool and happy!!! i just cant xplain!! ahahah..

adiOs!! [ picts to come!! ]

cOoL!!

2006-06-01T09:29:00.000-07:00

last tuesday, we went to toronto.. me and ate marivic only.. ahaha.. bOnding!! ahaha..
we watched the game of the blue jays and red sox!! ahaha.. xmpre,panalo ang blue jays!! wooHoo!! grabeh ang galing ni weLLS!! 3 homeruns,, prO, cute prin c alex riOs!! wooo..

here is our ticKet!! we have the vip seats!! ahahaha.. cooL!

picts still tO come!!

* i reaLy did enjOy that day!!

senyung dalawa

2006-05-31T23:29:00.000-07:00

to the gurl

* kng sa tingin moh nghahabol akoh sa bf moh?? well.. sori kah nlng prO ndi.. ndi akoh nghahabol sa mga gnyan.. im not wasting my time to such person like him??
ndi xa kahabolhabol.. ahaha.. tgal nah kming alang com..anuh pah bung gsto moh? ahaha..
sayung sau nah xa.. knya knya nah.. boozOo!! if i were you ill just freaking fuck off!!

to the boy

* oi benjie!! kaw pasumbong sumbong kah pah ikaw naman ang mali..
pxnsya kah kng umabot sa gnito.. well its your freaking fault!! haaayy..
nagulet kah pa kc sa txt.. kng akoh sau, wag kah nlng din mgtxt.. !! cOuz koh nrin mai gmit nung no. wag moh nah xng kulitin..
yan ang napapala ng mga mkukulit!! ryt?? hay nkuh.. ok nah sana ung friends eh.. im not d one who broke it.. you!! hay nkuh..

??

2006-05-31T23:15:00.000-07:00

hay nkuh.. nkakatawa tlgah xa.. hbang bnabasa koh ung blog nia!! ahaha.. hhmmm.. ahahah.. u really made me laugh!! waAahh.. akOh.. patay nah patay?! ahaha.. aSa!! mah gOd!?! kng alm moh lng wat's deep inside me while txting him?! ahaha.. wawa akOh?? wOjOo.. haha.. alm moh.. if i do have big eyes.. who d hell careS?? if ur chinita.. who d hell cares?? ahaha.. chinitang ___ .. oh gOd.. ahahaha.. lam moh marami sna akong msasabi dtoh eh.. ksO naaawa akoh sau bka indi moh na maipakita ung faCe moh sa taO.. uhmm.. teka lng.. mai faCe kah buh?? face buh yan?? .. oh mah god.. ooohh.. ayaw moh lng aminin eh.. na kamuka koh tlga!! ahahaha.. oo, makapal mukah koh?? xmpre lang tao ndi mkapal ang mukha.. cguro sau ndi mkapal.. kc ndi kah naman ata tao.. ahahha.. oOppss sOwii... ahahah.. hay nkuh.. tsktsk..mga_____ .. woohOo.. fugLy beaver!! nagging old maid!! ahaha.. prO,alm moh.. ung mga pnagsasabi moh sa wlang kwenta mong blog ay nakakatawa!! ahaha.. buti nga mai naniniwala sa mga pngsusulat moh.. meron cguro,, mga kauri moh.. ahaha.. la kah ng msabi.. purO ' PATHETIC? ' hay nkuh.. la kah tlgang b*******.. ooOpss.. wat's dat?! ahaha.. un nah un.. tsaka.. ur so damn cOpy cat!! ahahaha.. tama naman ung cnbi koh ha?! ahahaha.. ndi buh?! duh...akoh kaia koh gstong tumigil kc bka mapahiya akoh?? ahaha.. bkit akoh mapapahiya?? duh!! frEak?! ahaha.. -- pOserO-

-plastiC??-

2006-05-31T23:00:00.000-07:00

ewan koh kng bkit xa gnun.. hmm.. plastic buh o sincere ung pag sosoRi nia.. nyahhaha.. bsta akoh im really pissed off with you twO.. akoh mgsOrry?? for what?? damn hell.. ahaha.. prang mai nawa akoh senyu?? kau tong ngstart!!! ahaha.. bhala kau.. kaia nio plng tumigil eh.. e di tumigil kau.. !! wat's the big deaL?? my gOd!! perO,hndi koh prin palalampasin ung mga cnbi moh skin.. haha.. if you think were through? well.. weRe not!! im not done with you! haaii.. taO nga naman.. wait?? tao nga buh? ahaha.. kng akoh sau.. tumitigil nah akoh.. ala kng mapapala.. wla rin akong mapapala pg nkipagtalo pah akoh sau.. bsta, if u wont stop.. ikaw ang bhala.. just waste of time.. hay nkuh..

to benjie- kng akoh sau,tumigil nlng kau.. tutal,it is ur fault.. sumbong kah pah kasi.. haha.. in the first place ikaw ngstart db?? *FAKE?* remember the word??? hay nkuh..

' i can not forgive . but i can forget ' - prO, sa kso ntin 3?? i can't forgive nor forget... :/

mai pag uusapan pah buh?? -- i dont think so..

kinda nice?!

2006-05-30T09:24:00.000-07:00

the day after the wedding.. hmm.. it was may 28.. god demm.. i woke up at around 11:3o and we had to go to the mass at around 12.. oh mah gOd!! i was kinda in a hurry.. gOod thing were there but were late for about 15 mins.. ahaha.. then after that we had our lunch at ourr house.. yummy.. then after thati fixed my things coz were going to niagRa and were staying at a hotel.. yeap.. we did overnight.. ehehe.. so after 1 and a half hour of travel... we reach niagara faLLs!! the view from our hotel was sOoo.. gOod!! aahaha.. then after how many hours.. it 12:oO am.. my mom and my tita went to the casino.. i was left at the hotel aLone!! ahaha.. but it didnt bothered me coz im already sleepy.. then the next morning i thought it was gonna be a nice day.. coz were going to niagra.. but wait!! my god.. the car just went through trhe falls.. hmm.. not that enjoy.. bcOz of my tita carmen.. hmmmm... sshhhss.. quiet.. but its true.. i hope i can go back there.. to enjoy!!

kewl wedding!!

2006-05-28T11:56:00.000-07:00

yesterdy was my kua richie's wedding.. hehee.. it was cool.. wahhaha.. ate rose is so gorgeous and kua richie was damn cute.. when they are together, they make a perfect pair!! ahah.. well before going to the church.. we had a problem in the parlor.. the make up artist was late.. huh!! grabeh.. they just made my hair.. no make-up.. but i did it by myself... hmmm.. dis is wat i look lyk..

this what i look.. at the party..

haha.. after that.. we went to the "terrace" to have the party.. hmmm.. i saw a cute guy there! first at the church.. second he's in the house.. then 3rd he's in the party.. woo.. lucky me!! aahahah.. that's what happend yesterday.. hahha.. and lst night.. it was fun!!! woOhoo!!

now we are going to niagra and will gonna overnight there!! hmm.. hope to enjOy!!

cant sLeep.

2006-05-27T02:37:00.000-07:00

* god dem.. i just sleep at 4a.m.. nd now im awake.. it 5 a.m!! waAah.. ijsu cant sleep..hahaha..

what's happening to me?? i keep of thinking of him.. ahaha.. whO's that [him] ?? ahaha..

misSs him sO mucH!! as in gRabeh!! miss him a Lot!!

waaHh.. later. my kua ricHie is gOna be married!! ahaha.. he's xCiteD!! ahaha.. i think.. ehehe..

goodLuck to you

whew..

2006-05-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

haha.. new issue here!! ahaha..

well.. it's your fault not mine!!

-- well guyz.. mornin here.. 1:25 am.. still awake!! ahaha..

kinda bOrEd!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

i miss mah dAd a Lot!! hmm.. muah..

it ur fault!

2006-05-26T21:20:00.000-07:00

hay nkuh.. bf muh nah ang mai kasalan why we are in this stage!! ahaha.. pxnsyahan nlng what could happen. ahaha.. im so mean!! ahaha.. it he's fault.. ahaha..

gling naman gmawa ng account sa friendster!! ahaha..
you know.. what ur doing now is so damn pathetic!! ahaha.. nghahabOL!! huhuhu.. wawa kah naman.. anuh png gsto moh?? haha.. kala muh buh cneryoso koh wat happend to us? ahaha..

tO the bOy:

you know who you are.. gnyan buh gawain ng lalake?? ahha.. sumbong sa gf to make a revenge?? ahaha.. plbhasa.. hmmmm.. gawain ata yan ng bakLa!! ahaha.. sumbong.. ahaha.. auko sana kitang awayin but ur forcing me to do that.. yah know dat?? ahhaha.. you pissed me off.. this could be it.. mgsama pah kaung dalawa.. ahaha.. kng akoh sau.. im just gonna stop.. coz in d end you know who's the loser.. ahaha..

-- ndi nah kc xa cniseryoso dati.. ahahaha.. still sticking to him u nagging beaver!! ahaha..

BITCHES are PEOPLE toO.. now that's why.. ahaha.. Human nga lng daw xA!!

+ for you two.. now im saying.. kng aywa nio utmigil and you really want a fight ?? your On +

oOh mah gOd!

2006-05-26T21:00:00.000-07:00

* gOd dem.. there is a gurl who is so damn pathetic!! ahaha.. plibhasa hndi ngaing loyal ung bf moh!! hahaha.. wag mong baliktarin ung usapan !! ahaha.. whO's d loser?? i think its yOu?? no. its damn yoU!! ahaha.. alam moh.. if im pathetiC?? what do you think of yOu!? tell me, what do you have that i dont have? you just can rip it of my ass.. you nagging beaver!! hahaha.. pxensya kah nah ha.. la kong time sau!! ehehe..

yah know guys.. this gurl is sOo.. way damn pathetic!! asa akOh?? ahaha.. asA kah!! plibhasa.. hmmm.. akin nah un.. dmi nia ngang cnbi skn eh.. ahahaha.. plibhasa ung bf moh.. hmmm.. ahaha.. un nah un!! hay nkuh.. ang dmi kng nlaman..hmmm.. wat the ?? tama kah.. ndi akoh mawawaLan!! ahaha.. hy nkuh.. kita niO naman ang itsura!! ahaha.. weLL.. if you have a problem with me.. come straight to me.. wala n yung paligaw ligaw dyan.. hahaha.. uhmm.. and with ur bf and us?? mah gOd! sau na xa..

and xcuse me.. its not french its SPANISH.. ahaha..
aq kawawa?? ahaha.. asA!! hmmm.. kaia plah sbi ni tita perLa.. hmm.. smin n un.. hahh..

if i were you.. ill stop nlng.. coz watever happens your still a big nagging beaver !! and a big LOSER!! ahaha..

[[ hmm.. guys xnsya sa na post kOh.. dat gurl jst really pissed me oFF ]]

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=10491216

tiring day!!

2006-05-26T18:42:00.000-07:00

* last night me and ate marivic slept around 5 a.m !! ahaha.. gOd dem! it sO late. yeah.. supah dupah late!! hahahaha.. but we did enjoy cOz we talk and talk up that night!! hakhakhak.. well.. at 8 a.m. my dad called yah!! ehehe.. it was my father's birthday!! ahahah.. [ happy birthday dad!! ] ehehe.. then after that i slept again cOz i was still sleepy that time!! hmmm.. then i woke up 12pm.. ehehe.. then after waking up.. i did dressed up and i was coming with ate marivic at the shoppers.. ehehe.. she has to go to the surprise nails ehhee.. kewl?! ahaha.. then after that we got to see my mom because they went out much earlier.. ahaha.. nwei..after that we did go to a vietnamese restaurant.. ehehe.. with the family of kua jovy!! ehehe.. i got to see precious only coz tricia is still at her school.. hehe.. we did had a good time there! gOod food!! ehehe.. yummy... then after that we went to the square one to buy some accessories for our dress tom. coz its kua richie's wedding tom.. ahaha.. kinda xcited ryt?! hahaha.. i think he's kinda xcited.. who? the groom ! ehehehe.. nwei.. then i bought a new shirt.. and some accessories and many more!! hehehe.. then after that we went to micHaelz to buy some ribbon.. then after that we go straight home coz everybody there.. !! ehehe..

whew.. dat was a nicE but tiring day!! hmm..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!! miss you dad!!

[[dats ol.]] -- signing out!! muah..

kewL day!

2006-05-25T19:56:00.000-07:00

* uhmm.. yeah.. 5:00 pm we went outside.. ehehe.. we went to a mall... then i bought a pair of saNdaLs.. it was kinda cutE.. ahaha.. it cOz me $50 ehehe.. duhm.. then i aLsO bought a sKirt and a taNk tOp.. i was kinda cute tOo!! ehehee.. i really dO liked it! ahaha.. then after buying stuff deR.. we went to the art shOp.. we bOught sOme materiaLs fOr scRapbooking.. and we bought the things that ate candy wants us tO buy.. we did have a great day..

then we had our dinner tOgether with kua jOvy and his family.. where aLL there xcEpt frOm ate marivic.. cOz she has a party i think.. ehehe.. but still have enjoy because i got to see again patricia and precious.. my 2 lovabLe pamangkinz.. ehehe.. then after eating patricia tought me a new game.. it was ' im spying with my two liitle eyes ' hahaha.. it was kinda cOoL..

-- ahahaha.. it was kinda tiring but yet i did enjOy!! ehehe..

bored?!

2006-05-25T13:07:00.000-07:00

yeap.. im kinda bored nah here.. hehee..im just sitting here.. ehehe.. just using the computer.. ehehe.. i hope precious and patricia will come here.. haha..

now im still thinking what's happening in the pinas.. hmm.. i really miss it! haha.. i also miss my dad.. his alone i think..coz itz 4:15 in d morning there.. ahaha..

i hope my dad is okie there!! luvyou dad!!

beshiez!

2006-05-25T12:54:00.000-07:00

* best budz here in the bowling center

JANE nd NIQUI

miss yOu!! see you sOon

cOoL aChi!

2006-05-25T12:37:00.000-07:00

yeap!! this is ate marivic!
she's the one who sleeps with me!! hmm..
yeah.. she's beautiful

alipin

2006-05-25T11:01:00.000-07:00

di ko man maaminikaw ay mahalaga sa akindi ko man maisipsa pagtulog ikaw ang panaginipmalabo man ang aking pag-iisipsana'y pakinggan moang sigaw nitong damdaminchorus:ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batidaaminin ko minsan ako'y manhidsana ay iyong naririnigsa 'yong yakap ako'y nasasabikayoko sa ibasa yo ako ay hindi magsasawaano man ang yong sabihinumasa ka ito ay diringginmadalas man na parangaso at pusa giliwsa piling mo ako ay masayaako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batidaaminin ko minsan ako'y manhidsana ay iyong naririnigsa 'yong yakap ako'y nasasabikpilit mang abutin ang mga talabasta sa akin wag kang mawawala...ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batidaaminin ko minsan ako'y manhidsana ay iyong naririnigsa 'yong yakap ako'y nasasabikpagkat ikaw lang ang nais makatabimalamig man o mainit ang gabinais ko sanang iparatingna ikaw lamang ang aking iibigin

alipin

2006-05-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

hmm..{sigh}

2006-05-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

* i tried to talk to her..

sabi nia.. ndi nia lm kng glit prin xa skin..

hmm.. i hope there will be a chance.. nah mbalik ang dati..

i really do regret what happend to us..

3rd day! enjoy!

2006-05-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

ohh god.. its my 3rd here.. well its kinda happy here!! i kinda enjoy herE!! especially sleeping with ate marivic she's such a nice ate i have!! ahehehe.. when im with her.. i feel i do have my own sister! which i wish all the time! hakhak..

yesterday we went to a chinese restaurant.. it was gOod! ahaha.. :)
the dimsums are cool.. especially the siomai.. yeah!! it is sooo yummy!! hmmm..

then we went again to a chinese place.. but now its a chinese supermarket!! hahha..
it smelled chinatown in the philippines!! hakhak..

while im in the chinese supermarket.. iwas trying to find a payphone.. but i didnt see any pay phone at all.. hmmm.. tooo bad for me!! but its owkwei..ehehe..

then after goint to the chinese supermarket..we went to my tit lucille's house..
when i saw her.. she didnmt notice me.. coz im to big nah!! ahaha.. coz my last time to visit her i was just 3yrs of age.. but now im standing infront of her 11 yrs later.. now im 14 yrs old!! ahaha.. she did admit that when she will saw me not with my parents.. she will not even notice that im niqui!! ehehe.. but when i saw her..she has a sick.. ' parkinsons..but im still happy that still i saw her.. its been years since i last saw her..

* going back here!!
the persons i miss...

- my father!

my cousins:
especially [ ate daday.ate carish ]

my best budzz
*mutya
*krizziah

21 hmmm.. ehehe..

-adjusting-

2006-05-23T22:29:00.000-07:00

* mdyo ngaadjust akoh sa tulog dito. hakhak.. 2 nah ng madaling araw dito but im still awake..
haha. misS koh nah ung mga couz kOh!! ahaha.. 2 ngaun ng hapon sa philippines.. hmmm.. mai liga ngaun eh.. msta kaia laru nia??! hmmm.. hakhak.. glingan muh ha!! ehehe

hay.. mdyo natutuwa naman akoh sa mga ngyayari dtoh. msaya akoh laruin ung mga couz koh na mtgal koh ng indi nkikita!! ahahakk.. bkas nga ihatid koh cla sa skul eh.. hakhak..

miss koh nah ung mga couz koh.

ate daday
ate carish
takeshi.
mark
marvin!!

at xmpwe ung bestfriend koh c mutya!! hakah..

-- miss koh nah rin ung .. un nah un!! haha.. --

.. miss koh narin ung mga ktxt koh ..

miss koh nah ung clan lamagawa- clan machack boiz!! at ung toop cmcm..

macha charina minz!! taka bkt 3 lng.. c charian ksabay koh eh!! hakhak..

isang araw plng akoh dto pero miss koh na kau sobwa!! muuahh!!!

whata trip.

2006-05-23T16:48:00.000-07:00

* waahh..jst arrived here at canada after 16 hours of travel..hakhak.., ang sakit ng ulo koh hah..

well..hope to have a nice vacation here. hakhak.. i have the chance to meet my couz which i dont have to for 8 yrs.. hehe.. ang laki na nga nila eh. [patricia.precious] haha.. days to come i can see jordan!! hahah.. haha..

-- still stories to come i hope so..

* tgal koh ng indi ngpopost sa blog koh..hehe..

kinda xCited!!

2006-04-04T00:57:00.000-07:00

* actually april 4 ngaun!! ehehe..

- 11 days bfOrE my birthday!! ang saya db?! ehehehe.. :o

[[ miss q na unG schOoL days!! miss q n rin unG CHRISTOLOGY!! ]]

- well nGaun summEr.. mdyO bOring.. aLa kCng mgaWa!! kaia tumataba!! ehehe -

but i meet a lot of friends! [ there's minz,cha2x,kevin,rhiO,michaeL,jaysOn,rOrei and lots morE ]

kinda enjOy pag kaSama cla..

bOreD!!

2006-04-01T23:21:00.000-08:00

* haaii.. ngaun nlng akoh nkapag post!! bC.. sobwanG bc..

-- anotheR relative of mine died! :( ala png 100 days ung isa kong titO ay mai namatay nanaman.. haii.. dats how lyf is too short!! ang lungkot nga eh.. huhuh.. prO we recOvered na !!

[[ ngaun?? ]]

bOring ang summeR!! alaNg magawa sa bahay!!

prO maLapit na aNg birtHday q!! yeS!! ahehehehe..

13 days tO gO!!

FieLd trip

2006-03-07T01:42:00.000-08:00

- this was the best field trip ever -

we went in Mt Makiling . we did some trecking!! it was so niCE, eventhough its hard we still did enjOy. there was a cute guy, one of the facilitatOrs its kua o.j. ahehehe.. but during our field trip, we had some lectures which is so interesting !!! then after we went to mt. Makiling i bought a RABBIT!! and i named it o.j. !! coOL !!

happy week

2006-03-04T05:13:00.000-08:00

last saturday :)

March 25,2006-- _ ang sAya _

this day is a very nice day for me.. When i woke up,the good smell of pancakes are ready at the table.. then after that i go to the bathroom and take a bath coz i till have a competition PBC Philippine National Schools Championship - it was doubles event.. but actually i dont have a partner coz im just inn the constructive group. Well i was able to got to see my crush. a Long time ( bkit kaia) ahehehe.. bsta.. then there's a guy from u.p. how's been like my partner. He's a good guy, he even talk to me. He's not that mayabang. and my other lanemates are Renz and Arvi.. they are so good they play really nice and i think they won also.. i did throw nice scOrEs.. but this day was definitely one of my happiest days of my life.

March 26,2006 -- happy happy happy day !! --

i woke up this day but not that actiVe. i feel very different this morning.. then while going to the bowling center. there are a lot of persons who texted me.. many goodmOrning texts which i really didnt recieve that many texts.. then i was on the bowling center, there is someone who greeted me. who really never greeted me once. See?? this day was very unusual day. aheheh. while putting up my shoes and my wrister.. i was so happy.. then i threw so good scores.. and i finished 2nd place. and my acerage is 211.. happy me!! ahehehe.. then there is my crush, who congratulate me.. and while im goiung to rockwell. i WAS still so happy.. then bfOrE playing for our monthly. there is someone who greeted me. and shaked my hands.. very long time.. and i was so happy.. and i really didnt mean to blush.. ehehehe..happy day fOr me [[ who is dat guy?? ]] well.. hanapin nio nLng dyan sa tabi-tabi !!

+ medyO LATE ung mga post koh . +

nerbyOsa??

2006-01-27T04:02:00.000-08:00

* january 22.2006 - PRIMA open . [ nervous ]

i was kinda nervous at all.. at first i really didnt know if its a open of what.. gsto koh n nga mg backout eh..pro nglit ung dad koh.. ehehe.. den nung nglalaro na.. my first game was not that good..medyo mababa.. but i did my effort and i bowled nice naman in my remaining games.. but at in the end.. i placE 2nd.. im so happy.. its my 1st time to join an open in rockwell.. well im so happy dat day.. happy me!!

* january 23.2006 - ordinary day ..

dis day was just a ordinary day for me.. nothing special happened to me.. regular but not that happy prin because wat happened to me a week ago.. haii .. and at night it was the opening of our 5 man team open.. and i played that niCe naman..

* january 24.2006 - normal day ..

we just have our p.e. this day .. we swim.. and swim eheheh.. vry cOld!!
[[ cant still forget him ]] -- :(

* january 25.2006 - set aside aside prObs.. zLL

- zLL nmin ngaun.. :) machaya.. TEACHERS day din ngaun..:) soo mai mga student teacher.. nd ngturo xa smin... awww.. ehehehe.. bsta masay na ndi.. ehehehe.. wala kming volleyball ehh...nglalaru kc ung mga teachers ehehehehe.. d ble n.. nxt time nlng ulit.. :)

xposure trip

2006-01-21T00:40:00.000-08:00

* january 20.2006 - xpo trip !!

today was our xposure trip! Good thing our section was not the one who is divided.I really enjoyed the trip, a LOT!

Our first stop was in the MEGAMELT. it was interesting there. you can see how they make the ensaymada which is so yummy!! ehehe.. then after that i bought some pasalubong for my parents and relatives. one bOx of ensaymada that is so yummy !!

then our second stop was in CHOCOLATE LOVERS. I just bought one molder and a bar of chocOLate to make at our house. we just stop by. it was not that interesting because there is no one who entertain us because the owner of th shop is in canada .. ehehehe .. tOo bad.

then befOre we go to our last stop. we have our lunch at the QUEZON city CIRCLE i think.. i had my lunch with my friends .. Hannah,Sophia,Cristine,Harpreet,Sarah,Geaneil and Mary. we really did enjoy !! ehehe..

then we went to PAPEMELROTI i bought a lot of present and boxes which was really cute.. i really really love their store.. it was really cute ..

that was our xposure trip.. this is the best xpo trip i did enjoy..!!

{ anuh kaia }

2006-01-21T00:31:00.000-08:00

* january 19.2006 - nervous -

why nervous ?? coz 2day is the release of our cards .. but in the end .. i was happy .. i dont have any PTC im so happy .. coz i will not be scolded by parents and 3 straight qrtrs i dont have any ptC .. Ü im so happy !! an my grades was also good .. @ ngpaiwan akOh sa schOoL hangganG 5:30 .. and ive watched the pre-pageant .. with paola.nd.cRistine ehehe.. and KARLA won and ALESSANDRO too .. they are such a goOd pair .. bagay tLgah cLa!! :) and tom is our xpO trip .. kinda xcitEd!!ehehehe ..

no probz muna!!

2006-01-21T00:26:00.000-08:00

* january 18.2006 -- [ set aside prObLmes muna ]

it was our zLL .. so im kinda happy coz we dont have any ACademicS .. we jys have our practiCe for our intrams .. we practiCe our cheerdancing .. it was kinda enjOy !! ehehehe .. then after that .. we have to practiCe volleyball .. ehehe .. well.. the frst 6 of girls and boys in the volleyball compited.. so i was in the frst6 .. [ smile ] .. we beat the boys !! ehehe .. well im kinda happy today !! and news : ive moved on !!

pretending to be happy

2006-01-21T00:19:00.000-08:00

* january 17.2006 -- [ siGh ]

well .. i started my day nice but im depressed .. im still thinking of whta happend last night .. no one can talk to me .. i didnt talk that much that day xcept when im reciting .. i cnt concentr8 at my lessons.. haii .. so while having our p.E. .. i was a bit of happy but i was just pretending to be happy .. im still sad .. while we were playing waterpolo .. i was kinda sad prin .. :( im still thinking of him eh .. he just cant not in my mind !! but now im still hOpinG !! but ... nothing is till happening .. haiiii .. just wait .. ill just wait ..

eh d wag?!

2006-01-21T00:06:00.000-08:00

* january 16.2006 -- ' m a L a s '

okey. i thought i can start my week niCe .. well nothing happened to me at schOoL.. but when i got home.. i was getting my phone on my bag .. then .. i was gonna charge my phOne .. while i was reviewing coz im waiting for my phone to turn on.. then i txt him .. someone i really love .. i txt him.. and i say soRry .. then i was happy coz he replied .. but he replied..

* ' pwd buh wag mo na akong txt ? alm mo mga gnawa mng mli kelngn mng tnggpn ung kapalit sor,. Wg k n mgttxt ok?! ' *

medyo masakit lng nman ung mga cnbi nia .. and then that nyt .. i start cRying .. like a baby .. coz i really love him.. i just cant it.. coz .. i HEART him .. i just want to stop bowling nah but my parents dont want me to stOp .. but now im working on it .. im still starting not to txt him .. :( i just erased his no. on my phOnebook.. perO.. memorize koh eh .. d prin xa maalis sa isip koh .. d koh kaia .. but im still working on it .. haii nkuh .. [ siGh ] ..

depressing WEEK

2006-01-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

well..this week is definitely a very bad week for me..there are a lot of things i really dont want to happen.. :( haii.. not only bad .. but there are also nice things that happened to me.. * but .. there's one thing i really hate what happened to me is whta happened to me last monday .. JAnuaRy 16,2006 .. :(

ulan

2006-01-14T23:22:00.000-08:00

ulan

lagi nlng umuulan

parang wlng katapusan

tulad ng pghihirap kng ngaun

parang wlng humpay

sa kbila ng lhat

ng aking pgsisikap

na limutin ka

ay d prin mgawa

d nman akoh tanga

lam ko ng wala ka na

pero mhirap lng na tanggapin

d n kita kpiling

iniwan moh akoh ngiisa

sa gitna ng dilim

at basang-basa pa

sa uLan

pero wag mgalala

d n kta g2mbalain

lm ko naman ngayon

may kpiling k ng iba

tanging hiling ko sau

na tuwing umuula

maalala moh snang mai ngmamahal

sayo .. ako ..

if the feeling is gone

2006-01-14T23:20:00.000-08:00

If the feeling is goneplease don't pretend that you still love meI can see it in your eyesand it hurt to admit itI can't tell that the feeling is goneAll i ask is just a little honestlyThough i know that you're not coming back to meYou know i'll do anything to make you stayBut i just have to let you knowIf the feeling is goneThere is sadness in your smileThough it try to conceive itI can't tell if the feeling is goneAll i ask is just a little honestlyThough i know that you're not coming back to meYou know i'll do anything to make you stayBut i just have to let you knowIf the feeling is go--neAll i ask is just a little honestlyThough i know that you're not coming back to meYou know i'll do anything to make you stayBut i just have to let you knowI just have to let you knowIf the feeling is gone

[ stOry of a gurL ]

2006-01-14T22:43:00.000-08:00

.. there was a gurl named .. ' n i K a ' .. she was a very athletiC persOn .. and one day during one of her tournaments.. she met a guy.. [ na love at first sight ] yah .. she never stop thinking that guy.. and been inlove with him .. the guys name in ' jerichO' yah.. and after months have passed.. jericho was a friend of nika's friend..because they have the same association.. because in her sport.. they have different association.. :) well the sport was bOwLing.. then.. nika got the no. of jerichO.. and she was so happy.. but.. she didnt txt it ryt away.. eventhough she knew dat jericho has a gf.. he really didnt loose hope.. aehehe.. days have passed again.. then nika watched the 23rd sea games..it was the first day of bowling. it was.. november 29,2005.. and nika was watching with her friend that was also a friend of jerichO.. then her friend ' m a r i o n ' .. txt jerichO to come.. so once again.. nika saw jerichO.. and after that day.. nika txt jerichO .. so jerichO replied ' hu u ? ' then nika easily said her named..and they became txtm8..and the first day... when they txt.. it was..11:30 midnight.. when jericho called her.. nika as realy shocked so she answered the phone and heard his voiCe.. she was so happy.. and that day.. jericho served as an inspiration to nika.. then theyy txt and txt .. then days haved passed.. they are still txtm8s..jerichO start texting nika unusuall txts.. where she is so kilig ..ehehehe..and after..that.. he start sayinG ' iloveu' without reason...then..everytime he txt message like that..she saves it in her phOne..then on day it was 12.13.2005--12:27 am..he txt nika ' mgon n tayO ?' which nika was so shocked...but happy..eheheeh..then it was annuaLs.. they saw each other again.. then he watched sOmetimes nika played.. where nika was throing niCe game..because he was watching and she was so happy..but after that day..nika thought that .. that day will be the last day that they will see..each other..but the next day they sAw each other again..during the nyc . ehehe..it was the first day of nyC .. singLes.. nika was throwing niCe games during that time jericho was watching..:o.. but after her game.. she also watched jerichO.. nika was so happy..:) then after the nyc..and deC.26,2005.. nika asked him .. ' musta na kau ng gf moh ? ' then he replied .. ' db gf kta?? ' nika as shocked again but with a bit of happiness.. then th boy asked.. ' mhl mo p buh akoh ? ' then nika replied.. ' bkt moh nman ntanong? ' then he replied .. ' mhal kta ! '.. then the nxt day.. the guy asked.. ' nood k buh ulit ? ' the gurl replied..' ewab koh lng.. try koh .. ' then the gurl said .. ' gnda ng laru moh ha nung single .. inspired ?? ' then the guy said.. ' oo ' the gurl replied .. ' kninO?' then the boy replied.. ' sau ook??pg d ka nood tmpo akoh sau...' then the gurl the nxt day try to watched so she did watched.. :) .. then during the masters.. nika wasnt able to watched because she doesnt have a driuver that day.. the the guy said ' daanan kta gsto moh ? ' then the gurl replied ' no.. its ok.. ingats k nlng..' .. ehehehe.. thats wat happen.. then.. during new year...the didnt talk dat much because she's busy as well as the guy.. then the gurl was shiocked again when the guy greet her ' loveu and happy new yeat ' that was one of the happiest day of her lyf.. then.. january 3,2006.. nika went to a village in alabang..a nearside village where the guy live..then they planned to meet.. the gurl was so xcited.. but the sad part is that..ndi ntuloy ung pgkikita nila..bcoz.. nika's parents really want to go home early.. [ sayang ung chance ] then on the way home .. the car of nika and jericho .. sitch ways.. but nika only saw jericho..but jericho.. didnt see nika.. and jericho asked her ' its now or never ? ' nika replied.. ' d pde now perO auko ng never ..' then .. that nyt.. jerichO told her that everything is back to normal.. nika should w8 jericho to txt her befOre she txt because his gf might see it.. then .. accidently the next day.. nika was so very very ill.. then the friend of nika.. caRry .. send a group message to all the globe users which she also send it to jericho.. and sadly.. jericho's gf was the one who replied.. then nika didnt reply.. but after a few minuets nika replied and said ' haaaay '.. then jerichO replied ' ndi akoh ung ngreply sau knina ung gf koh .. wag moh n akoh itxt..
nika was so very very depressed.. and.. she said sorry to jericho.. but jerichO said ' hindi akoh glit bsta intyin moh nlng akoh mgtxt sau ... and hanggang nGayOn nika is still hoping jericho would txt her and still waiting jericho to text her..and promised that jericho is the only person she will love..FOreVEr..

blik blogGing .. Ü

2006-01-14T22:20:00.000-08:00

well..im heRe aGain..i will continue what i have not finisHed dati..haii..me ngyari kc..kaia..bnura koh acOunt koh..well..anyways..wak nlng akoh mgpaapEktO..ehehhe.. snah tumigil na cLa..nwei..gOodluck nLng skin..aehehehe..

mgkwentO nlng akoh dtOh.. tungkOL sa ngyari akn .. ehehhe... ala lng...share koh lng .. Ü

-- rEad nlng..